there was no one else but you

“Mr. Tougou… I-I love you…” A mindless show of gratitude, something Tougou had made him do often back then. Said enough times and he would have started to believe it, had things not gone the way they did in the end.

In his mind, Osomatsu practically threw himself at him. Sure, he put the idea in the young boy’s head with the whispers and touching when no one else was looking, but when it came down to it, when Tougou finally indulged and sank his teeth into his soft, pretty flesh, it was because Osomatsu crawled into the guest bed late at night and pleaded so sweetly. And, well, how could Tougou refuse?

march 27, 2O23 2:2O PM wait wait wait wait wait
let’s not be hasty okay
i mean, sure, any other loser could do
but i’m your favorite, right?

March 28, 2023 12:51 PM You haven't worked a day in your life.
You're still a kid at heart. You wanna spend the rest of your days having fun and being dependent because it's easier that way.
It's cute when you're young, not so cute when you're an adult.

All those times Osomatsu had fantasized, all the what if scenarios— what he would have done differently, what he would have said. It was easy to pretend — playing make-believe was what Osomatsu did best. Safe in his bed, surrounded by his brothers, it was easy to fight off his boogeyman. Around his five brothers, Osomatsu always felt invincible. Untouchable. But this was reality. None of his brothers were around; they weren’t even aware that he had come here. He was alone, frightened and powerless. Exactly how Tougou had taken control of him all those years ago. Exactly how Tougou liked him.

Tougou prided himself on being a gentleman in bed, for the most part. Gentle words and touches were like candy to lonely children, and while Osomatsu could still be considered such, he was spoiled now. An apple with no sweet decadence left, just bile and blood, rotten to the very core. Tougou always thought himself a vile creature, but he wasn't alone, not with one of his own making caught underneathe him.